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[12 Dec 2006|10:34am]
[ music | Not Forgotten by Strength for a Reason ]

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you’re cool...
7. When you're finished tag some other people to do it!

**** The Soundtrack to my Life****

Opening Credits: Regret Not by All That Remains

Waking Up: Track Eleven by The Number 12 Looks Like You

First Day At School: Loser Dot Com by Good Clean Fun

Falling In Love: Enjoy the Silence cover by Anberlin

Fight Song: Millstone by Brand New

Breaking Up: Lips of Deceit by Avenged Sevenfold

Prom: Vexed by Agoraphobic Nosebleed

Mental Breakdown: Atari by Lucky Boys Confusion

Driving: Le Chanson de Soldat by Lucky Boys Confusion

Flashback: The Hardest Part by Stretch Arm Strong

Getting Back Together: The Greatest Fall (Of All Time) by Matchbook Romance

Wedding: I'ma Hustler by Cassidy

Birth of Child: O Fortuna by Botch

Final Battle: Hell on the Rise by Maylene and the Sons of Disaster

Death Scene: Tear My World Apart by Greeley Estates

Funeral Song: Boys of Summer by The Ataris

End Credits: Be Still, Child by mewithoutYou


...YAY

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[15 Aug 2006|03:49pm]
[ music | The Ripper by Iced Earth ]

Stolen from my darling Cara


Open your playlist, pick songs that start with each letter of your username, but the songs have to mean something to you. Don't just pick a song because it starts with a letter in your username. Post the list to your journal. If you want, you can explain why the songs are important to you and/or upload them for people to listen to, but it's not required. Do it if you want to!

Killin Time 'Til It's Time to Die by Zao
Reinventing Your Exit by Underoath
It's Dylan You Know the Drill by Boys Night Out
Shoulder to the Wheel by Saves the Day
Take it How You Want It by Self Against City
I Am Fred Astaire by Taking Back Sunday
Never Take Friendship Personal by Anberlin
Scenes Rushing By by Karate High School
Seven Sisters by mewithoutYou
The Tide by The Spill Canvas
A Beautiful Lie by 30 Seconds to Mars
Lightning Strikes Twice in New York by Men Women & Children
Keep Fishin by Weezer
Elegy by Inspection 12
Rough Landing, Holly by Yellowcard

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[24 Jul 2006|12:07pm]
[ music | Three Evils by Coheed and Cambria ]

If you had your choice of any celebrity or fictional character (living or dead) who would you choose to be the following:

1. Who is your best friend? Captain Jack Sparrow from Pitares of the Caribbean
2. Who is your mother? Kitty Foreman from That 70s Show
3. Who is your father? Red Foreman from That 70s Show
4. Who is your older sibling? Cru Jones from Rad Younger sibling? "Frankenstein" from Big Daddy
5. Who is your prom date? Topanga from Boy Meets World
6. Who do you have a no-strings-attached one-night stand with? Sway from Gone in 60 Seconds
7. Who do you date for a year or two? Aunt Becky from Full House
8. Who do you marry? Donna Pinciotti (preferably with blonde hair) from That 70s Show
9. Who is your boss? The Butler from Clue
10. Who is/are your next door neighbor(s)? Lester Burnham (prior to being shot) from American Beauty


..yay.

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[25 Jun 2006|11:25pm]
I'm so unsatisfied with life right now
at a broken heart

apparently, this still exists.... [21 May 2006|03:17am]
[ music | Handsome Shoved His Gloves by HORSE the Band ]

I'm so lonely...

I wish i just had someone to hold

and to talk to

about anything..
anything
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[03 Apr 2006|01:44pm]
Copeland - Coffee

There's plenty of time left tonight
I promised I'd have you home before daylight
We do the best we can in a small town
Act like big city kids when the sun goes down

If it's not too late for coffee
I'll be at your place in ten
We'll hit that all night diner
And then we'll see

There's so many things I have to say
I'll stay up all night to hear about your day
We do the best we can in a small town
Act like kids in love when the sun goes down

If it's not too late for coffee
I'll be at your place in ten
We'll hit that all night diner
And then we'll see

There's a love that transcends
All that we've known of ourselves
And I'll wait for it to come
I'll wait for it to come
Well it's got to be strong to touch my heart
Through its shell
And I'll wait for it to come
I'll wait for it to come

If it's not too late for coffee
I'll be at your place in ten
We'll hit that all night diner
And then we'll see

There's a love that transcends
All that we've known of ourselves
And I'll wait for it to come
I'll wait for it to come
Well it's got to be strong to touch my heart
Through its shell
And I'll wait for it to come
I'll wait for it to come down



..amazing amazing song, if you've never listened to it, or haven't in a while i suggest you give it a listen.
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[28 Mar 2006|12:58pm]
[ music | Shameful by Atreyu ]

I love driving with the windows down <3♥

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NYC = ♥ [13 Mar 2006|03:49pm]
[ music | Lonely by Akon ]

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2 poor attempt| at a broken heart

[11 Mar 2006|02:21am]
[ music | And Death in My Arms by All That Remains ]

in a previous entry, i talked about something that should happen while i was home ... and today, it happened. and it completed my entire break. I also got to visit the most amazing person ever, who totally completes my life as someone to talk to that's an adult, and i'm glad i got a chance to talk to her, even if it was for only a few mins.

but i can't wait to go back to school tomorrow.

the end.

kthxbye

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[09 Mar 2006|12:42pm]
[ music | I Love My Dog by George Carlin ]

wow, new york city owns my soul.

so yeah, i went to NYC yesterday, and it was fabulous. from all the awesome shopping, to canal st., to being served multiple times by Omarian, it was all good times. even though i didn't buy anything...and of couse seeing Kara go through an fake door into a back room of some shop to buy a louis vuitton :) but the JCPenny's that had 39950 floors and 30503 sales reps, and 8375 manneqiun's BUT SELLS NOTHING! sucks a lot, but seriously, where the hell do they pee, b/c there's no bathroom there. and i'm serious when i say they sell nothing, there's just a bunch of computers where you can order stuff, how gay!? Then i got to see Dan who came down to meet us and toured us around the city and took us to Brooklyn for cheesecake <3 and it was the best ever! and i got to ride the subway, which completes my life.

anyways, that was my day.

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[06 Mar 2006|02:15pm]
[ music | Swords Crossed from Pirates of the Caribbean ]

so i pretty much wanted one simple thing to happen while i was/am home for these 10 days, and so far, nothing, and as it looks, it's not going to happen...poo.

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[01 Mar 2006|11:14pm]
[ music | Crimes by The Blood Brothers ]

Name your top 10 most played bands on Last.fm:

1. Yellowcard
2. The Advantage
3. Underoath
4. Lucky Boys Confusion
5. mewithoutYou
6. Coheed and Cambria
7. Anberlin
8. Pearl Jam
9. Boys Night Out
10. Fall Out Boy

Now answer the questions according to the numbers:

-- what was the first song you ever heard by 6?
In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3

-- what is your favourite album of 2?
The Advantage :: their self-titled one

-- what is your favourite lyric that 5 has sung?
mewithoutYou :: hmm....idk, lately it's been "she wears that phony smile on her face, i guess like a bandage on a wounded face"

-- how many times have you seen 4 live?
Lucky Boys Confusion :: just once

-- what is your favourite song by 7?
Anberlin :: 'A Day Late'

-- what is a good memory you have considering the music of 10?
Fall Out Boy :: seeing them at MCC and them rocking ass, even though i only knew like 5 songs at the time.

-- is there a song of 3 that makes you sad?
Underoath :: 'Alone in December'

-- what is your favourite lyric that 2 has sung?
The Advantage :: they're an instrumental band.

-- what is your favourite song by 9?
Boys Night Out :: i have no idea.

-- how did you get in to 3?
Underoath :: through all the guys in band that introduced me to the light of Solid State Records.

-- what was the first song you heard by 1?
Yellowcard :: either 'October Nights' or 'Time Will Tell' (yeah baby, i was a fan pre-ocean avenue!)

-- what is your favourite song by 4?
Lucky Boys Confusion :: probably 'Fred Astaire'

-- how many times have you seen 9 live?
Boys Night Out :: 4!

-- what is a good memory you have concerning 2?
he Advantage :: all the good times playing NES

-- is there a song of 8 that makes you sad?
Pearl Jam :: either 'Wishlist' or 'Black'

-- what is your favourite album of 5?
mewithoutYou :: 'A-->B Life'

-- what is your favourite lyric that 3 has sung?
Underoath :: 'couples will rest, i'll be sleepless, so cry yourself to sleep, this is about broken hearts, this is about me..'

-- what is your favourite song of 1?
Yellowcard :: either 'Life of a Salesmen', 'October Nights', 'Cigarette', or 'Lights and Sounds'

-- what is your favourite song of 10?
Fall Out Boy :: either 'Dance, Dance', 'The patron saint of liars and fakes', or 'tell mick...'

-- how many times have you seen 8 live?
Pearl Jam :: 0

-- what is your favourite album of 1?
Yellowcard :: 'One for the Kids'

-- what is a great memory you have considering 9?
Boys Night Out :: me: why are all your song titles so long?, the singer: b/c i'm an asshole.

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[22 Feb 2006|02:38pm]
[ music | Insult to Injury by Beloved ]

Well, since i don't update this nearly enough, well up to the reader's exectations, i figure i'll just give a little update mostly to let everyone know that this past week or so has been near absolute hell, but i don't feel like ranting about it here, those who know, know how i feel, if you don't and you really wanna chat about it, you can ask me, but i just hope this doesn't go on much longer, we don't want me going back to the old me now do we?

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[15 Feb 2006|12:07am]
Take one last look at those flowers
Before you rip away every last petal
and let them fall to the floor
like ever last tear from your soggy eyes

They'll find a new home
next to old notes and garbage
only greeted by that shooting star
and that wosh that never came true

Halfway through and there's no turning back
keep tearing away like some childhood game
but the only thing said..
"he loves me not."

Just about done, every life destroyed
at the soft hands of a girl who tried so hard
every last wish, every last dream
thrown away with the petals
they mean less than nothing now

Grab onto that pillow, hold on for dear life
Don't worry now honey,
the cloth catch those tears tonight
So sleep away the pain
sleep away the lonliness
for tomorrow's a new day

SO watch the sun rise
sleep doesn't matter
and when that sun makes you smile
you will never be happier.
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look at that split... [12 Feb 2006|01:10pm]
[ music | Dr. Mario performed by the New Japan Philharmonic ]

SO i saw Straylight Run last night, and they were fabulous, and it was even better that the show was only $1 :)
The Exit opened, however, musically, they were not too bad, but they were boring.

i'll post some pics as soon as my buddy uploads them.

that is all for now.

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eep. [05 Feb 2006|08:38pm]
[ music | Electric Suits and Cowboy Boots by An Albatross ]

Soooooooooooo i haven't updated in like over a month, so i guess maybe i can update, since i don't want to wacth the Super Stupid Bowl.

hmm. i don't even know where to start. i guess i can start with my class. They're going good, except for physics III, b/c that can just give me a mimpy for all i care. My plan of action for the rest of the quarter, since giving head to the teacher for an A might be out of teh question, is to just hang around his office as much as possible and ask him 24912 questions in hopes that he feels bad and boosts my grade up a bid, since, with test grades of 40 and 49, i'm currently failing. Other than that i think my other classes are going to be As. I really wanted a 4.0 this quarter, or even the dean's list, to prove to myself, i'm as smart as everyone gives me credit for, but i can't, i just can't do it. I study, i do my homework, i go to class, i pay attention, i ask questions, but i guess that's all i can do is the measely 2.9 i have right now.

When i was meeting with my advisor about my spring schedule i was informed that there is an ASL (Amer. Sign language) concentration available. And it made me very happy, since now i won't have to waste a minor or free electives on it, b/c Liberal arts concentrations are already incoporated in our schedules. But the only downfall is that i won't be able to take it next quarter b/c my stupid classes that i need to take b/c their only offered like once a year and at only one time is in the way, man i hate having such a small major.

Over the las couple of weeks, i really contemplated changing my major, and possibly schools, but i haven't talked to anyone really about it, maybe like 2 people total. Sometimes i don't think this school right for me, or at least the major. I really regret listening to certain people telling me i would never be good enough for a music school, b/c sometimes i feel music is the only thing i love in life (and bowling of course but we'll get to that a little later on). I really just want to further my music abilities at times, and not have to worry about numbers or physics or anything of that nature. And my other though would be pursuing a career in the buisness/music buisness world, and then start my own record company or something some day, these things really interest me, but i guess i'll just stick it on out with my IE degree, then maybe do something with buisness as a masters or PH.D or something crazy, i don't even know there's too much i want to do and not enough time (or money).

So the more and more the bowling season continues the more and more i lose hope in myself. I mean, i've been bowling for just about 15 years, and like, i'm only averaging, if i had to guess, somewhere in the low 180s, if that. My potential should be MUCH higher, both I and my teammates know it (i think). But the thing is, i hate to admit failure, especially in something i feel i'm good at, and i won't ask for help, i know i need it, my teammates know i need it, and our 'coach' knows i need it. But why i can't just say 'hey chris can you help me?' is beyond me. I just can't wait until the summer where i can see all my old coaches from high school, whom i feel more comfortable with. Hopefully i can turn some heads next year when i come back for next season, but that's too far away to think about right now.

So, my family was invited on vacation this summer, to outer banks north carolina, and they asked me to go, and i really want to, but not looking like i do right now. I mean, i've been going to the gym about 4-6 times per week, since we came back in Jan. but i'm very unhappy with how things are going. I'm starting to give up and just admit that i'll be fat/out of shape/unhappy for the rest of my life, but a part of me keeps pushing myself to go just about every day, and i'm too impatient on results, and i don't know, im too hard of myself sometimes i guess, and i give up way too easily. to put things in prospective, it's been just about a month and i've only dropped 9 lbs. and we go the first week of august, and i want to weigh in the vicinity of......a flat stomach, and how things are going THAT'S NOT GOING TO FUCKING HAPPEN! i hate myself. anyways ..

let's see what else i can complain about..

i also realized that i'm hardcore unsocial, and that really needs to change, and rather quickly b/c i'm sick of sitting around on the weekends, or at least most of the weekends, i'm not saying the friends i have now aren't anything special, b/c they're all amazing, i just want to expand, meet new people, i don't even have to go out and party all the time, i just want some people that are always willing to just hang out, i don't even like to party that much, but sitting around playing cards/darts watching a movie and just bullshitting is what really makes me extremely happy.

i won't even talk about a girlfriend, you cna just imagine a novel right here about how much i hate myself for being unsocial and shy towards the opposite sex.

well there was more i wanted to rant about, but it slipped my mind, i hope you didn't read all of that, b/c you shouldn't care about my boring terrible life, but yeah, i'll be home for spring break in about a month, and for once, it's going to be a week of nothing, no work, just lounging, and hopefully at least going to NYC.

((that was entirely too long))

p.s. i hate the superbowl.

Bye.

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[05 Feb 2006|08:01pm]
[ music | Seek Up (live) by Dave Matthews Band ]

I was desperate for a bastard for birth control? )

3 poor attempt| at a broken heart

[25 Dec 2005|10:56am]
[ music | The Silent Nutcracker by the Trans-Siberian Orchestra ]


Merry

Christmas

1 poor attempt| at a broken heart

[23 Dec 2005|03:38pm]
[ music | COuntdown by Rufio ]

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 9/10 correct!

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[22 Dec 2005|12:07pm]
[ music | Danger Zone....but i can't think of the artist right now ]

FOUR JOBS YOU'VE HAD IN YOUR LIFE:
1. Paper route
2. Grocer/Bagger @ Quinn's
3. ESTI @ Penndot
4. stocker/cashier/sub and salad maker @ the RIT corner store

FOUR MOVIES YOU COULD (AND DO!) WATCH OVER AND OVER:
1. Clue
2. Bring It On
3. The Nightmare Before Christmas
4. Scary Movie 3

FOUR CITIES YOU'VE LIVED IN:
1. Dickson City, PA
2. Peckville, PA
3. Rochetser, NY
4. n/a

FOUR TV SHOWS YOU LOVE TO WATCH:
1. Family Guy
2. Boy Meets World
3. Iron Chef
4. Mythbusters

FOUR PLACES YOU'VE BEEN ON VACATION:
1. Disney
2. Myrtle Beach, SC
3. Cedar Point, Sandusky, OH
4. Virginia Beach

FOUR WEBSITES YOU VISIT DAILY:
1. aol.com
2. livejournal.com
3. myspace.com
4. last.fm

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS:
1. BBQ ribs
2. pancakes
3. wendy's chicken nuggets
4. tacos

FOUR PLACES I'D RATHER BE RIGHT NOW:
1. bowling
2. my basement
3. on a rollercoaster
4. my apt.

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